The Health Angel

After many years of taking care of others Sometimes better than their mothers I have learned to care for myself as well The curse of a nurse is caring Hell You put energy into someone’s health and well being You hope they thrive and truth start seeing But as delusional as people are They won’t get as you hoped very far They will still do what’s not for them what is good You have stood by and understood Some will destroy themselves from their pain Their own worst enemy - pretty insane But I had to take a look at me Repressed, devalued and a slave - not free I was just as sick from the system I worked for because I believed it was the best But I started to wake up as you might have guessed The flu shot I had an allergic reaction My airway in restricted contraction I could not breath - I was intubated What did it have in it? I was not elated Then being on a ton of medication Like my patients with a “med relation” A pill for this - a pill for that Going to therapy I was talk-sick and really fat I was told that I was Bipolar so take every prescribed med Suicidal thoughts stuck in my head I was threatened and told if I discontinued the drugs My thoughts would kill me like a bunch of thugs I was a good student. I was a good nurse I did as told and things got worse I took the medications that were making me sick I was disconnected - this was a dirty trick To tell me that something was wrong that a pill would fix It is a sick system that gets it’s kicks Money is made but nothing is cured If you question your deferred Doctors act like they have the answer But really they learned to be a dancer Jumping through hoops - rules the industry requires Doesn’t matter what the patient desires It’s about what insurance will cover If it doesn’t you just suffer Chemo won’t make you cancer free It’s poison designed to create more illness don’t you see If you truly want to heal The present system lacks appeal So what do you do? Where do you go? How does it end this pharmaceutical show? The water poisoned with fluoride Toxic is our food Even breathing air from chemtrails What the fuck dude! How does one stay in good health? While the powers that be take all the resources and wealth! What can one nurse do? Spiritually is what I knew I figured God can part the Red Sea So he can heal the world, you and me